Learning English...

I envy that the person who can speak with fluent english.. Because my english was not good.. Once upon a time(?!), i used to read english newspaper, story book, and also listen to english radio channel to try to improve my english.. Unfortunately, my english still the same.. My friends told me that i have to speak a lot then i only can improve my english.. But then, i have not that confidence to speak loudly to others.

Last time, when i was a student, i had been to the English Learning School to take a english course, i still remember, the teacher will asked us go home and cut an article from newspaper, read and understand the article, then the next day, she will asked us to told her the "story". From there, she will ask us some questions from that article.. I think, this is also because she want us to use english to communicate/conversation to others. But don't know why, i think i just finish one or two session then no more continue with them, or maybe i think, i also can learn myself with this method, why i have to paid?!.. Hmm.. Really forgot why i stop the course.. Haha!!

And now, i try to learning English through read a lot of email (but most of the content of email normally full of picture and less words.. Ha!), Create blog (is it possible?!, write a lot mah..), MSN with friends (Chit-chat chit-chat and see how they use the words lor..)

If you ask me to read newspaper, i will tell u, one sentense maybe i only understand half.. and i will feel boring to finish the article. The most reason i cannot finish is because a lot of words i don't understand. Even though i choose the interesting article, maybe the first or second day i will finish it up.. but the following day i don't think i will keep on going to do this...

Too bad!! According the above what i wrote, i SUDDENLY realize that all the problem is from myself.. And the conclusion is, I am too lazy, and also cannot concentrate to do the things!! No one can help me except myself.. Hmm.... or maybe i have to force myself to do something that i am not really like to do?! ..

But never mind.. i think people can accept my broken english geh... Because english also not our major language what!!! Or maybe i can migrate to China lor.. Hahahahaha!! GOD, please help me...